alone at last.

"you dont need human relationships to be happy, God has placed it all around us" - Christopher McCandless

shades of grey.

FORGET ME NOT....

don't ask.

masihkah kamu ada di jendela?

taken from weheartit

begitu sulitnya memberi sejumput percaya atas apa yang kamu yakini itu adanya.

untuk bicara (sedikit) saja, bibirnya kelu, hening seketika, ia tak bergeming, ia padam, memilih lenyap.

Feb 7, 2011 19:57 @doozlederry: Namanya Hujan, ia terlihat dari sudut jendelamu, ia gagu atau ia bisu? Padahal selalu selipkan kata cinta disetiap tetesnya.. #random

Feb 7, 2011 20:00 @doozlederry: Hujan pun mereda, tapi lihat, tetesnya tetap ada dijendelamu. #random

ketika hujan mereda, (cint)aku tak mereda.

doh.

what's next. what's next. what's next. what's next. what's next. what's next. what's next. what's next.

am dying for it.

out of town? please..

here comes the stuff that I shouldn't envy for..

but i did it. after all my vow.

DOH!

and in a flash. they're gone.

that means. lets get out of my so-called-drama things.

get out from this box. run.

frankly.

i found myself chasing after something that has left by me, then i ask myself why.

i've made conscious choice to leave, why would i want them back? it's hard to believe.

let go. let it go. if it comes back. then it'll stay for good.

is it that simple?

like my friend ever said "sunday mor(o)ning"

can you live by getting 2-3 hours of sleep a night?? awful instead of awesome. *krik*

then woke up just because you've had a bad dream.

GAAAAAH! how could that happen to me?!

drowning. swimming pool. can't breath. what a dream.

too much think. too much plan. too much 'dream'. too much phony-baloney stuff, blah blah blah, and so on, before sleep. and when i woke up. why?

i guess i have to stop asking myself why.

(again) standing between those line. am i?

i wish for a moment that i could push that pause button. and still drowning.

every hour every daaaaaaaay.

cheers. pint by pint. glass per glass. shot by shot. DIE. DIE

fancy it

wondering why this words make my day. for smiling at you without any kind of pressure at all.

[all images via advice for all my children.]

when :) become :) again

for falling,

for believing,

for smiling,

for dancing,

for saying yes,

for laughing,

for kissing,

for sitting side by side,

for following our heart, not our head.

are you loved enough?

that you don’t need to seek another love?

Can’t we see? we will be hurt.

very clear

"Aug 29, 2010 21:51 : @doozlederry: RT @nonjj: dan rasanya seperti tersenyum saat berpisah. :)"

i just don't know (yet!)

boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu tetapi baik untukmu, 
dan boleh  jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal buruk bagimu.
 Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui.   
(QS 2: 216).

day 07

simply crying for this pic :"(

nguk nguk

i shud do this.

"command + alt + esc"

like i used to

"i want to be strong"

delightfully awkward

india arie sing it very well :

I am ready for love

Why are you hiding from me

I'd quickly give my freedom

To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love

All of the joy and the pain

And all the time that it takes

Just to stay in your good grace

Lately I've been thinking

Maybe you're not ready for me

Maybe you think I need to learn maturity

They say watch what you ask for

Cause you might receive

But if you ask me tomorrow

I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love

Would you please lend me your ear?

I promise I won't complain

I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance

I'll prove this to you

I will be patient, kind, faithful and true

To a man who loves music

A man who loves art

Respect's the spirit world

And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love

If you'll take me in your hands

I will learn what you teach

And do the best that I can

I am ready for love

Here with an offering of

My voice

My Eyes

My soul

My mind

Tell me what is enough

To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

*i wish*

01:24

still awake...

just a little girl who denies to grow up..

she don't wanna move..

hide.

hide in a safe place, where no one can't reach her..

believe me, no one, even herself!

any possibilities would be great... but then think again...

maybe..?

perhaps...?

could be...?

whatever!

are we gonna swallow our pride sooner or what???!

only time know how...

sebuah pemikiran yang didapat berdasarkan pengalaman

.manusia itu terbatas kapasitasny.

hujan

berharap hujan turut dengan lebatnya hari ini.

benar2 berharap.

semoga rintiknya,

semoga suaranya sanggup menutupi.......

...is it IMportant enough!??

call me pathetic..

call me moron..

or even call me a drama queen..yeah dude! but thats the fact! * hate dude word...

jealous..envy..or blah blah blah i called it..

Just JEALOUS because everybody can have their little 'thingies' on new year's eve..while I can't!

let me keep this feeling for my myself..